How To Ruin Your Life

Meet Your Host

HEY, I'M Nick

Nick speaks like a man who’s lived it.
He’s not preaching — he’s confessing.

Six and a half years sober. Addicted again — not to alcohol, but to love, chaos, and the need to be wanted. He built a life that looked stable — until it all fell apart.

After crashing harder sober than he ever did drunk, Nick rebuilt from the wreckage and turned his truth into a mirror for anyone still stuck in the loop.

This isn’t about being healed.
It’s about getting honest — brutally, beautifully honest — about why we keep ruining our own lives and calling it love, purpose, or growth.