How To Ruin Your Life

A self-help podcast for people who’ve done everything wrong. Because sometimes you have to destroy the lie to find the truth.

This isn’t another “how to fix yourself” show. It’s how to finally stop pretending you’re not broken. Created by Nick, a recovering alcoholic and love addict turned truth-teller, this podcast is about doing everything wrong — and waking up because of it.
It’s brutal honesty meets dark humor. Sobriety meets spirituality. Rock bottom meets revelation.

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You don’t need to be fixed You just need to stop lying to yourself

Meet Your Host

HEY, I'M Nick

Nick speaks like a man who’s lived it.
He’s not preaching — he’s confessing.

Six and a half years sober. Addicted again — not to alcohol, but to love, chaos, and the need to be wanted. He built a life that looked stable — until it all fell apart.

After crashing harder sober than he ever did drunk, Nick rebuilt from the wreckage and turned his truth into a mirror for anyone still stuck in the loop.

This isn’t about being healed.
It’s about getting honest — brutally, beautifully honest — about why we keep ruining our own lives and calling it love, purpose, or growth.